just finished pharm analysis paper today...was ok...at least my brain capacity is slightly better than wat i expected...

was home since abt 3.30pm...ate a heavy tea break and enjoyed my videos till now..we got married for this week was kind of funny...was laughing my heads off...perhaps it is kind of a release from the exam that i just had in the afternoon...

watched glee club...tempt me to want to watch the rest of the ep immediately.but since it is not available, i read the synopsis which was quite detailed...shall watch it when the papers end!.one thing bad abt the catch up tv thing is that only one ep is available per week and once u missed the upload ep in that wk, u can't watch the next one on the catch up tv!

recently was kind of addicted to 2 songs...have been hearing them before i sleep...




argh...i m getting lazy again...pls dun let me be like the common test...slack after the first paper...omg!!!i cannot do this!alright..head to the notes now...pls focus my dear brain!

have not been blogging often...have been sick these few days, always been sleeping early...

yesterday was my last shift at the village...really enjoy my time there.made some new friends, and learnt many new things. nv regret volunteering..time over there is seriously short.how i wish i had more shift (even though i m under one of those who had the longest shift).

had been trying to study for the past few days.but not fruitful as i m not feeling well,having frequent headaches, ended up sleeping most of my time...nearly half the day i spent on bed, and my finger is also hurting for duno wat reason.haiz.this wk is just totally unlucky for me...just hope i can recover asap,hopefully by tml so i can really focus on studying!

have been sick for a few days already..and i have not been recovering since then...how!it is like affecting my study mood...make me keep feeling sleepy...dammit...gonna sleep early again tonight, hopefully can recover betterT_T

today woke up early and went back to sch for lab. spent nearly the entire day there again!only back at home near evening.haiz.my study schedule ruin again!how how how...no time le...

chocopie!!!o god...high cravings for it..just bought a box just now...shall snack it while studying...or when i recover>_<..

feeling sleepy...shall sleep at 12...after sending birthday wishes!

actually wanted to blog yesterday,but was feeling sleepy and uncomfortable.today wanted to blog...but dun feel any flow becos feeling sick...shall see how my brain works now..

yesterday was my grandma's birthday celebration.but i was in the room straight after i finish preparing all the necessary food cos firstly i m lazy to socialize, secondly i m feeling tired from sleeping late the previous night and waking early to help; and lastly i m having a flu and feeling uncomfortable. so i ended up watching video in the room and fell asleep...was pissed off during the phototaking...my sis expect me do everything for the cam...asked her if need charge the previous night, and she say no as she expect no one will wan use...then when relative ask, she just say have(can't she just say dun have), then no bat, she ask me charge cos she is busy eating...then when they ask when can charge finish she say ask me cos i use the cam the most...is like...i use more cos of proj only...so become i pro in the cam?and pro in using the cam doesn't means i noe how long the cam take to charge right?i seriously have not charged the cam before.is always she charge one...and now become i noe the thing???i totally duno wat happen..so all the faults on that day lies to me, and not going out to socialise also my fault...is like i was studying till late and woke up early to help prepare food that they eat...and their kids can just stay at home and nv come because they need study...their exams are impt but not mine?wth..they can be absent but not me?

went off to sleep early last night because i m feeling sick..but today was even worse...nv get to study at all because i m feeling lethargic...even today too..think i m going to sleep early today again..wats more with sch tml to do lab...all my studying plans gone case already...gonna be behind time!

shall watch a little video before sleeping...

super high mood now...seriously enjoy the shift today, not only because of who is on duty with me but also the patients.lol..damn cute lor some of them...their actions...lol...

in the morning was in the high state of mood when i reach there...but then there is like no prescription at all.so ended up chit chatting and etc, with some prescription on off in, and also snacking of snacks stored up and breakfast ta-paoed from the workplace...after that...duno y...lecturer start talking about handsome guys...and started comparing, and out of a sudden,they spot one thai doctor which interest them...lol..the partner on duty with me was like see till face red lor...lol..the lunch today was awesome!best i had so far there...few types of meals/course to choose from...yummy yum yum:)

few interesting incidents:
1. A patient was backfacing us when we about to dispense. When his friend came out, we "wave" to the person to get him to come forward (name hard to pronounce), and the friend wave back and smile as if we are greeting him...LOL...damn cute la!haha...ended up we go forward to him and talk.

2. 2 patients come in, know each other. one understand english, the other didn't. so we got the friend to translate...funniest thing is...i wonder if we understand what we are talking to each other as we keep going "ya",but then a few times the patient who noe english repeated wat i said wrongly and i corrected...hope they really take them correctly!

3. A patient come in and hand me prescription. I gesture him to sit, and he thought i want to shake hand with him...I should have just shake la..haha...very cute thoughts lor his gesture...thought i wanted to shake hand..hehe

4.was waiting for train with my same shift partner.one foreigner approach us and start talking to us and duno how we 3 became like frens.lol...added each other on facebook..haha..weird way of making new fren,though i duno if i added the right pple as i saw a few with similar names-_-

5. 2 doctors approach me to ask me how to take train to chinatown. i ended up bringing them down..hehe...nice experience!nv did that to someone foreign before...

this work shifts really let me gain alot of things.new frens, and building relationship with lecturers. recap on my drug knowledge, and help in my counselling of patients...it really built my confidence much much more as compared to initial state.nv regret it!

duno y suddenly interested in funny baby videos..some watched before already.haha..some is really cute/funny...some i pity the baby.lol







wang lee hom new album out...like a few songs...for eg:


but i guess i will feel bored of the song quite soon...

finally find another version of park bom's you and i...like both version:)
original version:

sunmin's version:


alrights...shall stop videoing for a moment...time for me to study:(

i have seriously wasted my time today...

11.30am: woke up from the sweet dream that i have last night
12nn:using of computer
1pm:preparing and having lunch
2pm: read newspapers and magazine
3pm:start revision
3.30pm:doze off...on and off...even dozing off also so not in peace
4.30pm:found the motivation to work
5.30pm:bed is so nice...lie on it awhile....end up zzzz....
6.30pm:woke up from nap,went to bathe
7pm:dinner plus tv
8pm:use computer and reply...

now is 9pm and i m blogging...1 more hour to glee..think i will plan to watch it on tv, since i have quite a no. of videos to clear this weekend but i have to celebrate my grandmother's birthday at MY HOUSE...crap man...hate doing up the clearing at the end, and have to bear with the bad mood again. always happen after any celebrations due to the mess left behind.

shall continue my revision..only an hour left before i watch glee and sleep...got to have energy for tml shift...

finally finished my caramel snack after like 3 days...picture of it is as below:

seriously delicious man!to me...the caramel...just nice...the pack is so small.cannot bear to finish all up..but i have to if not it will spoil or have ants crawling around.but one thing maybe not good about it is that it have alot of crumbs...

o god...i m craving for so many heaty food,but exams is near the corner, and i m only abt 1/5 done...how how how...temptations sia...

the 3 days 'holiday' after my paper i m going to seriously enjoy myself.i think i m going to shop around...really go shopping...for clothes...first time in my life i have craving to shop for CLOTHES!lol..

feeling tired and feverish..think i m going to sleep early for the first few times in my life after i enter poly..

went out today with 2 of my cca besties...walk around and window shop, ate seoul garden...my appetite seriously went much worse than before.haiz.

recently started to find quite a no. of korean food to eat, esp snacks.lol.found one at marina square. called shine korea supermarket if i not wrong.bought another snack again!yay!haha...tried the sample and love this man...kind of sweet..nice taste!lol..shall eat while revising some day.but the kimchi seriously dun suit me...feel uncomfortable after tasting one mouth...guess is due to the vinegar that i hated the most:(

talking on my revision, i have not started on any because i woke up late, went out, when i m back, i was busying watching video and play games till now...haiz...

recently have been watching glee...haha..lean on me suddenly come back to me..hehe...


time to sleep...hopefully have a fruitful revision tml...

woke up super early today...like 5am in the morning just to go for my shift...damn tired sia...got to sleep early tonight if not cannot ta han...today was quite busy...and some mistakes on my own.pissed with myself, as i know this is not a mistake that i should make and i can really avoid.just wonder wat happen to me today.haiz...lunch was not as nice as dinner, only thing that is nice to me is the 2 fishballs and rice...lol

did not do much stuff today after return home.finally change my card!yes!

tml going out again...haiz..think i having my mood swing again..keep thinking about some stuff...make me regret.grades, friendship...haiz...

exams is coming up,but i haven't even started, besides the time i "studied" during shift...which is only one chapter..

trying to find some songs...but cannot find the full one because the album is not out!:(omg..when can i load the full thing?

have been slacking for quite some time ever since the end of the sch last wk...not going out with frens, then maybe slack at home or go for shift...cannot really remember the details of the stuff, and lazy to like type out all of wat i did, so i dun bother...

tml is the only day in this wk that i m at home resting...suddenly feel like just lying on my bed and sleep for 24hr...duno y...haha...have been feeling tired recently,especially when watching tv...i seriously wonder y...and i m having worse and worse memory...hopefully is just nothing serious and will recover by latest next wk!

this wk shall be a catch up time with all my friends(hopefully if it is possible), then after that...think is time to chiong for my GPA??!!haha...i wonder if i can survive by then too...maybe not chiong le ba...haha...shall see how...

getting uncomfortable and sleepy now...think i should go and rest early today!

2 days passed from the hectic schedule...suddenly not used to not doing any work...maybe is some post syndrome from over work.lol

just finished watching personal taste/personal preference...ok la...wonder issit because of the cast that's y i dun feel much of excitement while watching...lol..but the song...some was not bad la...i ended up hearing the song repeatedly instead of finding the scenes and watch repeatedly...after watching the show, i wonder if i did choose the wrong poly course...always wanted to join some engineering stuff like architecture design or maybe even interior design...feel like quite cool to have it as my job, but i think i sucks in my drawing.lol...maybe if i join that i will have to retain a few semesters because i failed in my art.lol

saw my facebook updates from friends recently...all the motivators...they really have a lot of fun together!how i wish i can join...but o wells...busy schedule and also clashing of the volunteery stuff...have to just leave it i guess...have to prioritise stuff...accept some and give up some...it is impossible to just accept or take in everything because i only have 24hr a day, and it is better to do a good job in the task tat i was given, then doing rubbish in everything...

haiz...so bored!!!wat can i do?have to find new dramas now...

have not been blogging for a week. been busy with many things.

for the previous week, i have been busy with proj reports, 1 test and 2 prac...besides that still got 2 days of yog training which totally drained me out. actually did not study well for my last wks tests...abit regret, but o wells, it is all over!

last thu went to ntu as a grp with my classmates...thinking about the whole day...is tiring and funny. lol..we took a train down after our lessons and the journey was so long...all the way to the west. after that, we have to wait for a 30min interval bus to ntu, and walk all the way to our destination which is about 30min to 1hr of walking. by then is like...briefing is over and all..and we are damn tired. lecturer gave us the overview of the briefing that we missed, and after tat we went to eat the buffet they provided...and we seems like we have not been eating for 1yr already...all like gobbling food.lol..and we have some role play scene and after tat took a bus back to mrt station. 4 of my friends including me took the internal shuttle bus like a blur sotong, passing by the security twice and they came to check our pass...like recognise us already.lol..damn embarassing.we realise we kind of lost our way, so we ask the bus uncle and he guided us, and while waiting to stop, a whole bunch of pple came in and pack the bus...when we alighted, they also kind of follow us. we waited for the bus to get to the mrt for very long, and thought we misunderstand the bus driver, and walk around looking if there is any alternative, nearly to the resort in seeking for the police help. in the end the bus came, and we boarded the pack bus back to mrt station and took a train home, which is about 1hr plus journey. reach home late, nv study much for yesterday test.

yesterday, was kind of like the last day of official class...everyone ended up taking pics and all, as if not seeing each other anymore, besides the time for our exams, and perhaps graduation. thinking about it, 3 years really passed very fast...or at least, time flies...i feel tat i m like going up too fast already...how i wish time can just slow down a little...haiz..i gonna miss sch...listening to all the lectures, whether it is boring or not, sleeping during class, or even talking in class while the teacher is even talking, which is wat all students will do, and i wonder will i ever have this chance again...seems like my study life is going to come to an end already...should i go to university to continue this?but i doubt i can get in. kind of sad that i m going to leave the sch, the class, friends and lecturers. no more going of hougang mall to hang out after sch everyday...no more of silence and crappiness of the class...now i kind of wonder if i can survive in attachment, as my interpersonal skills seems to downgrade a lot for the past few years. really thankful for everyone around me...the lecturers and friends... i duno y i kind of miss some the lecturers very much:(

today feels so bored...i m done with watching my latest ep of we got married(though passed one wk actually, and missed adam couple cos the video is removed), and also the last song movie! the movie is finally out...after so super long..the movie was not bad la..but i think the book is still better. cried at the last part, when the family noe the father had cancer...maybe i read the book twice and kind of put the words into the movie that's y feel abit emotional? i duno...but see the boy so attached to the father, make me feel so sad...

haiz..what should i do next?maybe i should watch jumper:)wow...typed a long post...shall end the wordy post with a video:D