recently I have been loving super junior more and more..haha..perhaps by watching too much of their videos and varieties..lol...shall continue to watch them now...

just a favourite video to share!

sleeping early can help you to:
1. have a clearer mind the next day
2.able to pay better attention
3.have a better memory

therefore....I SHALL SLEEP EARLY!!!:D

你和我的距离虽然只有一公尺，但是怎么感觉这么遥远呢?

我不是超人，更何况，超人也有失败的时候，难道我不能吗？
我不是万能的，更不是神，请不要什么都找我好吗？

haven't been blogging since a week. alot of things have been coming up in my mind. very confused. I really don't know what is the path in my life that I should take, what really belongs to me, and what should I do to live my life to the fullest. It has always been what I wanted, doing everything in my life the best, helping whoever I can really help if possible. But what I have been doing is blurring up. I am wondering if I have been doing what I can take.

I think I really cannot handle a committee well, don't know how to give out task and orders. A concert is coming up, but yet I have no single idea as to if everything will run smoothly or not. Many request were made from different people, but I do not know how to fulfil them. Now I wish I can quickly step down, from the current position so that I can make my life, or at least my brain easier. Honestly speaking, when I first started the position, I am quite excited or anticipating what is going to take place, thinking that I can finally have a very 'enriching' life in doing all this things. However, when time passes, I start to become stress up by all this matters, probably because I cannot make decisions well or ask others to help me out, thus, making my own life miserable. Perhaps I am just not suitable for this kind of heavy leadership task.

Haiz...workload is also getting more and more, adding on my shoulders. I really wonder if i can tahan till februrary, which is till hand over! I must persevere...I MUST!

Saturday after...nothing to do...shall I start with work?aw...nvm...watch a little video first:P

this week really have loads of work to hand in and settle...is so omg...dun even have to blog till now..have been a week...

well, kinda rush finish majority of the stuff besides all my projects and of course pharmacotherapy.haiz.really no mood to study at all..cca stuff and academic matters have been stressing me out already. I have break down for a few times this wk because of the heavy load.even my mum did not really understand me at all.have been fuming at me everytime i reach home, just because i reach home late and she sometimes cooked for me dinner,waiting for the table to be cleared at 10pm. and yes, i have been having my dinner later and later,11pm also have,which is suppose to be supper time.

is not like as if i wanted to reach home late. I am really busy for stuff...meetings and all..things have been tying me up and suffocating me. and i really missed my dinner for all this stuff what.not like i go play and have dinner before going home. I will also do all the clearing up wat.

haiz...got to go now...slack for a moment before sleeping

while waiting for my thumbdrive to load in my com, shall post a short post before sleeping...

this few days damn tired and stressful..loads of work to submit, things to attend...i wonder if i can finish my stuff by the time deadline comes...how to do sia...tml nearly whole day in sch, need to do present,attend to some finance matter for cca. then sat meeting from morning to afternoon,after tat teaching tuition. most probably will get drained on that day...so i left sun,where i need to rush 3 reports, 4 tuts, 2 project research, cca matters again...overview of next thu cca meeting...jia lat..how to finish sia...

alrights..shall go sleep...no mood to blog much

lol...nothing much to post today...had a..well..suppose to start of well birthday day...but end with not a good 'mood'...got 2 F for my TEP report...while grinding the gel for the next prac..how pathetic...lol...

well..as seen below..haha...only one picture la..a cake for my birthday from yesterday celebration with my family at home...hehe...i was just mentioning to my mum that i want a durian cake for my birthday(i really love durian!long time nv eat:P),then she really manage to find it..haha...kind of rare.cos that bakery seldom have durian cake.i just happen to be lucky!haha...manage to get the cake i wish for...though abit childish with that durian-like cream on the top of the cake.LOL

This is a present from Sharifah...really nice and unique.something hand made...thoughts that counts.really like it alot...realise i love alot of diy stuff...haha...

haha...actually being 18 not much a big deal...lol..no difference to me at least..cause i m kind of happy with the life i m having now..besides all the homework,tuts and reports that i have just kinda completed till now..haha...

today...hmm...ordinary day...besides having to celebrate my birthday one day earlier...happen to be that my whole family at home...hehe..now is waiting for my present that i will receive tml in school....wondering wat will i get...haha..maybe will post up some pics tml...lol

alrights..kind of late...short post...shall go get some sleep before waking up for sch...

my health and my mood have been down this week...not feeling well, mood swing also quite often occur...now even sneezing when i m blogging..ah crap...wanted to sleep..but is loading some stuff on facebook.left another percent more only..

Don't know why I want to put this as my title. Perhaps being influenced by show...Have been watching 福氣又安康 since yesterday night till today evening. Finally finish watching....Not bad..Lol. Think I am getting emotional these days...When watching those sad sad part, don't know why some times heart starts to ache, like as if I am putting myself in the shoes of the character. Lol.I think it is either my heart got problem, or my brain got problem, if not is due to the influence of secondary school cca (too long never act already). Sometimes really wonder, all the dramas that I watch, is it really possible to be happening in real life? People which is kind till really kind, cruel and cool-minded, hot-tempered, suay till the max....so many kind of people which happens to evolve around one another...Does it really occur?Who knows...

This few days again busy with school stuff. And starting from next week on, I not only have to stay back in school on wednesdays for ccas, but also for friday as I need to open the doors for the juniors. Haha...Maybe I can find some days for other people to replace me at certain dates...Friday is my final time to rest man!And 'early' dismissal at 4pm...Lol.

November is here!I should be happy...Well because it means that my birthday is coming, but also it means that more of my friends birthdays are coming...Really going bankrupt soon..Hope to save up on money...Since I still have not made my decision to go overseas or not, which I have to decide latest tomorrow as the last submission of form to China is on Monday...Oh well...

Alrights, shall continue on doing my work. Hope I can strive and persevere on...end with a few videos:)