just came back an hour ago from gc...omg!!!i love this kind of practice man!only left about half more yr to experience it...oh god...really love the crappiness man!!!love it to the max!!!!

today had afternoon lessons...slept in late...and lectures are as boring as usual except for pharm prac because is abt babies!:) after that went dinner before having guitar practice.super fun.haha...

at first we had the full dress rehearsal..then after that...i duno how it occur,it become hiding slippers game.lol...vic and cf slippers were gone(vic only left 1 side after he found out) and cf only manage to find one after a long time.lol..in the end...it turn out to be a stealing of shoes game,from naz,since he is the one that hide all the slippers.lol..super funny...cf was carrying naz and vic was snatching naz shoes...someone was helping in the process but i have no idea who.lol...after that become another pair of shoe hiding game(but naz find his shoes quite fast).and it is so coincidental that the first side of shoe/slippers found is their right shoe/slippers.lol...after that,during the flow of concert,we start gossiping,snacking,joking,playing pokemon also have....like totally slacking,...as if we are camping...how i wish i brought my sleeping bag and camp there...anyway the senior ensemble is not the first time have guys and girls sharing same 'dorm'. and i managed to practice my full duet with a pro senior!omg...lol...kind of overcome my fear a little...after tat,while on the way home...we joke and all..and i was tricked by glen...damn...that stupid 'red star'.haha...me and jin wen get tricked.but we repay back by smacking him hard...somemore both palms landed on his back on the same time.good partner in crime with jin wen!haha.and today also first time i chase after the bus super fast..think i ran at least 100m or 200m for it...lol...

i wonder how will it be like when i stop gc...all the fun will be gone.the times when i m down,but after going there i was kind of revived.lol...really missed all the memories there!the crap,the joke,the pranks,the people,the guitar practice as a whole..weeps....

sch at 9am tml...got to sleep in....another guitar practice tml followed by concert on thu night;)

haha...wanted to blog last night but i was totally drained...in the end ended up blogging today.lol

yesterday was really fun.went to help to prepare for vic's 21st bday surprise.woke up at 8am and went to meet dj and jolene at amk to buy bbq stuff...after tat walk to jes house to collect the rest of the food,with jolene at the side complaining that she is melting under the hot sun.bus journey to vic's house was super long...should have slept in there but feel paiseh...haha...the walk to vic house was also another torturing...hot sun in the noon man...haha...rich pple y stay in this kind of house sia!torturing to just travel around.lol..

once we reach vic house,jes tried to distract him by bringing him to stay in his room while me,dj,jolene and glen carry the food and hide in the backyard so that vic dun see us...he take damn long to prepare sia...we like good companion to the flies and ants back there.lol...lucky we got cold soya bean milk by his mum to relieve our thirst...haha...after vic gone,we went to prepare food....while i was holding the hot dog with the chicken wing,suddenly Locky(vic's jack russell) came running in...scare me..thought it is going to pounce on me to get those food...lol..in the end it is actually rushing to the backyard to shit.LOL...

after preparing the food,i went to parkway to buy vic present with jin wen.suppose to take a bus there,but i kind of get lost and just end up walking to parkway.haha...bought a watch for him to use in NS.then we walk back abt 4plus with jeremy to buy some stuff needed for bbq.miss the surprise face of vic man...too bad...haha...but met him on the way walking to his house as he send his fren off....when i reach there...i saw Locky locked in the toilet...poor thing sia!haha..cos got malays so have no choice...went to accompany him abit...hehe...after that i m back to the kitchen preparing food as usual...think next time i should just sleep in kitchen.lol...after tat is cutting of cake...a big chocolate guitar cake.nice but too sweet...maybe those with sweet tooth will love it lots.lol..after eating cake,i went home as was completely tired...bought some teochew kueh for my ah ma...from 荣记!their kueh is nice man...haha...ate some for breakfast today:P..after reaching home,i shower and had dinner. practiced abit of guitar,end up falling asleep on bed from 9pm to 12midnight.lol...super tired.fb awhile and went back to sleep...

pics up in fb.shall not elaborate much:Dtime to sleep!!

finally completed edited the html of the previous video that i posted...lol..really more and more addicted to that song..at least listen once a day?lol

yesterday went out with weix and fel...super long nv meet up already.lol.but it seems like none of us have changed.character still as same as others.the most maybe can say i changed abit?lol...i duno...starting to not to know myself more and more

one wk of sch already past...omg..super fast man.and i m not like have a good health when i go sch..wth,always like tat..lol..how to concentrate man..haha...this wk..can say past fast and quick,maybe not as stressful as it may turn out in the future?

tml have to wake up early...help jes celebrate vic 21st!!haha...quite excited...wonder wat will happen...but i guess i will leave early as i have to get home to do stuff...hmm...

shall pack notes!

super tired.i duno y..but i feel so drained after 3days of sch..haha..i guess i m getting older.i m going to love wed.lol..only have lecture,then go home early and i get to meet cca friends later in the night...lol...love it!

today went to help out in club crawl.feel completely different as i was handling alot of stuff last yr and now i can just sit around and stone because i duno wat is the exact info to be conveyed to the freshies...lol...and also meet up with alot of friends that have left gc and came back to look around.have alot of fun...bring back memories...lol..and again...as per usual...always have something weird during practices...and really alot..haha...for today...nearly have a mars vs venus fight(girls vs guys) but i think guys will win cos they have much more compared to us...lol...maybe can start a debating club soon within the cca.lol...i gonna miss so much fun of cca after graduating!!!

sometimes...really wonder...haha..have been feeling quite different in cca..not only me but also other committees.like suddenly free from responsibility but we just wan to do something..and not only so...some pple...seems like have changed..but duno where exactly they change...making us feel so distant..

anyway,here's a video..haha...quite popular among my gc friends.title:wedding dress

starts sch today...argh...start with such a bad timing.woke up earlier in the morning so that i can arrive one hour lesson so that i can print notes,due to my cpu breakdown.lol...in the end as expected, when i reach,the crowd is like OMG...lol..long queue...i printed some impt and urgent ones first...after abt 10-20min,the queue starts to disappear then i went to print again.lol..and it turn out that early in the morning so many of my classmates went to print notes in the printing shop.all like home printer spoil or something.lol...after tat,went for lectures and tuts.super dry and boring man!like nearly all is business business and business...i thought i m free from marketing after yr 2.but why is everything coming back?10modules in a semester with all the exams,tuts,projects,presentation piling up,i wonder m i able to cope...

maybe i one day mental break down will be something like last sat.lol..after tuition i damn emo,went to hougang to check some price,then went to ntuc to buy 1 tub of lava chocolate icecream...and 2 cups of yoghurt...eat them ALL up while on the way home..think is a release stress in one go kind...haha...maybe next time i can do it again...who noes when this rush of emotions will come again.lol...

have been loading classical pieces into my hp as my ringtone.think this is my second sign of mental breakdown?lol...i think i m going abit crazy these days...weird behaviour and thinking...lol..think i will have to take a visit down to IMH soon...

sometimes i wonder...does everybody really keep fantasizing or daydream the whole day...i have been starting to imagine some impossible stuff...and sometimes i try to stop myself as i need to concentrate,i just can't...haiz...also,recently,after meeting up with some pple and stuff...start to think alot...issit really once past that moment,u can nv get it back again?is like nothing is the same as before anymore...i duno y...wat i feel..somewat distant.how come?

got to sleep...eyelids are weighing tonnes...

i think i decided to stop teaching that tutee tuition...maybe abit waste of my time?sometimes i wonder if i m a good teacher...is like...i try my best to teach already.but hearing the tutee down there complaining is boring and stuff...sometimes it kinds of hurt ur confidence and stuff...i dun even noe he understand those topics anot.i ask him if he know how to do,he say ya,then when do, the answer come out wrong...and the following wk do revision same things occur...i really duno...

o wells...anyway,today went out to watch 'date night'.only 3 pple in the theatre including me and HL.lol...damn pathetic...i think the movie must be watched with big crowd so can have the effect...lol...after tat went to have teppanyaki for lunch and bought a new ballet flats...how nice lor..all my ballet flats spoil at one go...i have no choice but to purchase one asap.lol.after tat the bad tuition experience,shopping for swimsuit and lastly home for dinner and tv...

now i m feeling so tired...didn't sleep well last night.i duno y i just couldn't fall asleep.now i duno wat i can do with this kind of sleepy thoughts

just finished making my sushi(as seen below):

当你觉得你是世上最幸福的一个人的时候，一件无法预料的事情却突如其来的发生，让你回到空虚的世界，你会有什么反应呢？

fate is really something that is so unpredictable. it can bring together 2 person who do not know each other, make them understand one another, like each other or even fall in love with each other.but who knows, when the time comes, they have to be separated for so many different reasons. it is really so sad to see this kind of things happening right in front of you...

have not been posting up blog since about a wk...can say busy and also not busy?lol...

have been worrying abt the stuff happening at home..but more or less it have settled down quite abit so kind of ok already.

went out a few times with colleague and cca friends..really like nothing much when going out.haha...realise i have been spending more time at home watching videos instead...at first i started to feel abit sian using computer,but after watching the variety: we got married, i like addicted to the computer everyday,cos i would hope to finish watching the show before the sch starts,which is quite hard since i am like teaching tuition or going to sch for cca, by the time i get to watch it,it will be in the night and i only get to watch 1 or 2 episodes and my mum would nag at me to sleep...at least today i m home for the whole day so i more or less can watch more.

had a sushi making session on wed...haha...and i completely rush the whole thing cos i woke up late,i have to prepare everything by myself, and cca starts at 3pm instead of 6pm...so i made quite a few to share with my cca frens and also to have it for my dinner...finally get to make them after talking about it for so long...

school is going to start soon...like 10 more days?holidays past so fast man....i like haven enjoy myself as much...and the timetable was not tat good...worse thing is i cannot travel to and fro for my guitar...i dun wan to bring it to sch since 8am!haiz...shall see how things go by then..

shall continue my show now!~

today went to renew my passport...luckily now got new payment method so at least the waiting wasn't that bad...lol..

since was early,we decided to go makan...and i reccommended buffet since my dad was quite good in eating.haha..went to eat lao beijing,and the meal was on me...since i have been earning for quite sometime,though the amount is very minimal,but i think i should do that some times as i also nv give allowance...is like nearly half of my tuition pay.lol...but nvm la..hope they enjoy their meal can le.

after that we went home...and i slept all the way till 830pm.nearly like 3hrs?i wonder is it because of my flu and also of the medicine i take.but i wasn't feeling that well the past few days.haiz.i wonder wat happen...hope nothing serious la...cos i also like sleep a lot..like nearly 2/3 of my time i spent awake.haiz...

was noting down my movies screening dates on my organizer.lol.damn lame sia.cos i scared i miss out the movie...next movie, date night will screen on april 8.shall go watch it!

my sis is now crazy over we got married...got the leader of C.N. Blue and acted in you're beautiful...i wonder if i should watch.hehe