yawns...super tired.half a week of january have past!AHHH!results are coming in.super stress.wondering how i m doing man.now i m very confused over my life.like i m messing my own life up.even though i like confirm about going to polytechnic,but i don't know which course to take!haiz.must start thinking now le.since results are coming in...SIAN!

nowadays have been down with cough.sick for weeks.don't know if i was caught in the virus through the children.lolx.too bad.my immune system not that good.have been trying to take regular mediction now as i realise it is getting more and more worse.

i m worn out!eyelid is very very heavy!sleeping for less than 8 hrs which i required so that i can be more energetic.waking up early to work and back in the evening.now have new students.no choice but to go early.i don't mind going early.but i want to be in the maner that i can do all things right and well.but with my this energy level,little or even nothing is able to be done well!ARGHHH.how i hate this feeling.haiz.now got to rest early to face the challenge tomorrow!:D

really pai seh man.is like my blog rusting.but no choice la.no time and lazy to connect online because is dial up.really sorry.but my broadband coming in a week time!so maybe by that time i will be able to blog more often?hehe.hope so.

now i really miss school man.today is suppose to be the start of the term of any secondary or primary school.but i m like going to work.while waiting for bus,i saw a crowd of kindergarden kids going to school,play and meet up with friends.it suddenly give me like some thoughts.in the past,i really hate school,with all the stress and work.but now i rather go school.working is really a more tiring thing then studying.brain is draining out and rusting.feeling tired and lost most of my memories of subjects studied.luckily the memories with my friends and class is still fresh in my mind.it is just like a yesterday thing.

first day of school in nursery-a cry baby.of course will miss the mummy that i stick with for that past few years.but after that it was a fun time.working in the childcare centre now makes me remember of what i felt in the kindergarden for the first day of school.

first day of school in primary.scared and afraid.the environment is new,friends and teachers are new.but of course i still manage to make new friends-big group of friends.going to pri 4,life was quite fun,but of course stress as we will be going for streaming.friends wasn't that close as we only been together for one yr.then enter the next year and meet my fun,close and crazy friends who we stick together after all the quarrelling and of course fun and laughter.the class was really bonded,especially with fun fair.but,we still have to part as we have to enter the next phrase-secondary school

first day in secondary school.quite strange as the people there i do not know much.almost all of the pri 6 clique were in same school,but different class.then of course,get in to a CCA and was having fun with all the lame jokes with seniors and friends.in the years of sec 1 and 2,my class was also as bonded as the one in pri 6.but we have to part again!have to move on to sec 3.of course i m quite sad.miss all thefun in the sec 1 and 2 classmate.sec 3 and 4 class wasn't that bad.though there were ups and downs.but i make more close friends!especially for last year,it was a meaningful year.i became closer with my friends,especially with my pri 6 clique as we only get to bond together more often last year.and of course for the secondary clique,i get to know more and better about them.

anyway,to all my friends.thank you for bearing with all my nagging and maybe some aunty behaviour.really sorry.cannot change.but i will try to improve on myself.thanks for creating so many wonderful and lovely memories in my life.i will remember them,and never forget them.thanks alot for everything u do.

to my CCA committee members,juniors and seniors.thank you for being part of my life.bringing alot of laughter and fun in my life,helping me out in times of need,cooperating so much with me.thanks alot

this year-2008 - is a new year.new resolution.i hope i can lead a more fulfiling life.i have been taking things for granted.like studying.i take it as some of a routine.but after working,i realise that studying is really fun.i shall spent the remaining of my student life to study hard and make friends,keep in contact with my pri and sec clique,making sure that we will still keep in touch and close as ever.also,i hope to be less aunty la,hopefully.i also try not to have too often mood swing,especialy at home.

falling sick fo weeks.suffering from sore throat.hope will get well soon,so that i can have a better time with the kids at the childcare and of course increase my productivity at work.going to take a break from work

P.S.Looking forward to a outing with all my cliques!call me up or wat if u all wanna meet.i will spare some time with you all.to me,friendship is really important.especially between me and you!

Quote to share:~By forgetting all the hatred,you can lead a happier life~