very long nv write le...too busy to update...so sorry...

omg...cannot stand it la...i like only 1 week holiday(but actually is 1 mth)..haiz...this yr is a super busy year...i m like almost going to sch at LEAST once a week...then studying almost everyday(although morning slack a bit by watching vcd)...but it is like not enough for me!!!how i wish music marathon got holiday la...haha...but think a bit impossible cos still have to plan sec 1 class outing...but i only wan the night time 10-11pm slot to watch my show!!!i like wait for so long then in the end watch 2 episodes then sch reopen!!!:@

i can't wait for the donation to the needy children la(me and a few pple(around 5))decided to help in the donation and share money la cos bit not affordable to us($45 a month)...duno y...this yr i have been doing a lot of donations and the most cip hours...quite surprisingly...which is good

btw...back to that sch reopen thing...!!y...is like i haven enjoy enough...or even prepare myself for the next term...this term is a totally chiong yr...like rushing all day long...actually planning to organise my cupboard better but in the end gotta wait till end of the yr lor...then heard that still got holiday lessons!!!ahh!!!but i dun care la...wanna have a month of relaxation!!!although is like suppose to prepare for 'O's...

feel so irritated nowadays...always kanna blame...scolding...every thing when it is not exactly my fault....i mean is like if u really wanna scold me becos u like got nobody to scold is like ok la...u can scold but not so...then is like continuous for 10-20min very wat le...then still non stop shooting all the things on me la!!!is like i not deaf and no feelings...

haiz...sometimes i m wondering should i be more firm and sort of fierce la...is like pple always take me for granted and like ask me to do alot of things...even some pple around me all say i should like more fierce la...i mean is not i dun wan...is jst that i dun wan like cos a lot of conflict la..like i scold u then later got those backstabbing then is like...whoa!!!got many pple involve la...i really cannot stand it if pple like involve those innocent pple into our/own conflict...is like since it is ur own conflict then u should try to settle alone but not "tuo ren xia shui"...

hmm...very tired of all the nonsense happening to me this whole week...really wanna a break but wat can i do!!!sch reopen like 2 days later!!!just hope can handle all the pressure and cope well with work and cca...all the best to everybody!!!