GIMME A BREAK...omg...i m super stress...i really need a break 4 my mind...is like the cells like cannot even connect...i can't memorise a thing...i can't stand it..i duno y...is like i see bks i feel like sleeping...then is like i can't concentrate without music....with music i also sometimes cannot...i really dun understand...maybe i also dun understand myself...i duno wat i need!!!ahhhhh!!!!!!!i need help...i duno y i like cannot even understand myself...more and more...i like as if need someone to understand me and tell me wat i need then i can do well...i totally slack this yr le lor...compared to last yr...then islack even more this term....y like tat!!!i really cannot stand it!!!can somebody tell me wat i can do...at least to relieve my stress and let me work harder

there is photo taking today...is like so sian la...first phototaking is straight b4 history test...is like so rush..but lucky la...i manage to finish writing my SBQ in time...although little messy...then is like the phototaking i stand LAST row la...wah piangs...2 times la...both phototaking...b4 and after history test...duno y...is like always i in last row...so like high from ground...after i finish my history test i feel so relieve and relax...like releasing a heavy burden...but next wk like 1 test and 2 quiz...omg..then is like tue,wed,thu do cip...how study!!!...then is so TIRED la..CCA...like sleeping soon...still return home late..then now rushing letter...sleepy man...

on saturday go to heartland wid joyce to take specs and walk 4 a while...then we go to daily gifts...i saw a few cards wid meaningful words...and i bought four...the words on them are:
-THE COLOURS OF FRIENDSHIP-whenever i see a rainbow,I always think of you;it represents your friendship in each and every hue.The red is your rosy outlook and the good times shared with you;the blue reminds me when i'm down u r there to pull me through.the orange means what a peach u are to do all the things u do;the violet is ur fidelity--you r faithful,loyal and true.The green and gold show just how rich your friendship has made me,too in sun and rain,in joy and pain,your colours come shining through
it is quite meaningful...still got somemore...but no time to type...type other day then

arghhh...hate it!!!y must find research on it...so like can say as waste time lor...then must go do 3 of the poems...arghh...hate it la...i hate lit now lor..swear that i wil NEVER EVER do lit again...yawnz...so tired lor...that time research on it until so late...not enough sleep now...haiz