when you really lose someone, someone you really close with, someone you love,then you will really know how much the person mean to you.

pple often take one another for granted, usually only see the other person bad points; but when you lose that person, you will usually feel how important that person is, how good is he/she really is to you. so many pple around me are having these kind of problems...either abt to lose your loved ones, or really lost them. but before that, they have nv even cherished the time they had together. i guess it is really when something happen to you, then from then you will learn something.like learn your lesson after your mistakes.however, sometimes, you really drop real hard just to learn a lesson..which is worthy or not?

after going thru the past one yr, i realised wat mistakes i have made, and tried to learn from it by picking up the bits and pieces that i had left.but it seems to take much more energy and work that i have to do in order to get them back, and i m seriously tired of it. and it seems like while picking those back, i m losing some stuff too...even though to me some is worth to be lost as they are the cause of my "misery"...haiz...really duno wat to do..i think i really need some time to stone and think abt it.