i m really upset now and i m giving up on these already...it is really tiring..i tried to help, but ended up being "hurt"...now i m not going to trust anyone already...at least not so easily...i seriously duno how to speak to any of those ppl any more.talking to them is like as if i m talking others too...words are spreading and spreading.i just meant for one to hear, and it is spreaded to others.my fear of trust with others have already been starting before this incident, and now this have put on a heavier blow for me...

now it is really hard for me to put my trust on any one already-->especially guys...they are the one who break the trust...not in the sense of relationship, but friendship...it seems like any thing that i tell a guy fren about,no matter wat is being directly "copy and paste" not even rephrased and even being told from here to there...just telling someone to keep a secret issit tat diff?