first post of june...haha...finally the long awaiting weekend break!o gosh...really super waiting for this.

just woke up from my nap.haven't been feeling well for the past few days.think i nv had enough rest that's y...like as if stretched myself after the BP test on wednesday.shall take the net few days to recuperate i guess...

alot of things have been happening...wanted to type alot on the blog...but think i will forget along the way.

shall start with wat happen today.early in the morning, and went for the presentation for corporate culture.practiced for a few times the previous night and happen that i can present today without looking at one single bit of my script...quite amaze with myself.lol..but i m shivering when i start but slowly get better...but then in the end the teacher said i rush like a bullet train...o wells..haha..shall see wat is her comment next wk.lol.and well, practically after the presentation is the typical fri,ebm tut, then followed by BP tut and ebm lecture.only thing diff is just no drug store duty.hehe..took nap during the break time as i m seriously like lacking of sleep.then after sch, i boarded bus with sharifah.talk alot of secrets and stuff...both of us have been like talking about this since sch reopen..haha..perhaps cos we are in cca together more or less the bonding will be closer?then after that i went to heartland to get ding ding candy for my tutee as promised and walked home...rested all the way till now cos i have a high chance i m going to break down with fever or something soon...

talking about cca...this few weeks are kind of tormenting for me...i duno y...something seems to have happened within the committee...and i m those type tat will help cos it affected some of my close frens and also i m in previous committee so more or less i feel responsible for this batch.however...it seems like whatever i did was not appreciated and was even being accused for not doing somethings when i was not even told abt it, and also as if i caused them to be in trouble with the SA officer. for example they lost the key, and they nv report to SA(very impt) and plan to hide from them, hoping to duplicate. I told them it was of no point as the key are special and each had a code, and it seems like they dun bother to listen or something, and borrowed from BB primers, whom we share the room with. But they nv noe that someone actually found the key and pass to SA, just tat SA is waiting for pple to own up,but none of them did. one front counter officer was saying that he will not report to our cca officer abt this if we own up, but apparently, our officer kind of knew beforehand. i went to meet our officer before she meet up with the committee to talk abt some problems and stuff,and she invited me to their meeting...i was not invited by any of the current committee...hence since my officer kind of show like she noe everything that is happening(i duno how she get the news), i guess some of the committee thought i was the one that reveal their secrets and stuff,and they kind of ignored me for the practice.i kind of feel very irritated cos i m not the one that say anything abt them yet i m like the bad person. damn it...i really feeling like stopping cca already.anyway i shall miss cca next wk.since i m having test on thu...just use tat as an excuse...damn the watever "if you have the will to come, you will have a way". y the hell i will want to go if i m treated like this.

anyways, study break is coming in a weeks time...after the DISC presentation on monday and also pharmacotherapy test on thu. arranged with my sis to go out one day...go G2000 buy my attachment clothes,go cotton on, and maybe bras bersah for the new shop.haha...maybe also watch a movie or something?feel like going out on a treat that day but i guess she will stop me..haiz..cos my stomach problem is really back...i m going on a low carbohydrates diet...damn it...i will seriously miss my white rice..my sushi!!my pizza..all my fav food.haiz...

my sis is already planning wat to do for her bday...lol..but for the convenience of my grandma, we have no choice but to have a buffet at my house.lol..think my house will be super duper pack thanks to her...lol...

o god...i feel like swimming!!!but must wait till i get well:(