starts sch today...argh...start with such a bad timing.woke up earlier in the morning so that i can arrive one hour lesson so that i can print notes,due to my cpu breakdown.lol...in the end as expected, when i reach,the crowd is like OMG...lol..long queue...i printed some impt and urgent ones first...after abt 10-20min,the queue starts to disappear then i went to print again.lol..and it turn out that early in the morning so many of my classmates went to print notes in the printing shop.all like home printer spoil or something.lol...after tat,went for lectures and tuts.super dry and boring man!like nearly all is business business and business...i thought i m free from marketing after yr 2.but why is everything coming back?10modules in a semester with all the exams,tuts,projects,presentation piling up,i wonder m i able to cope...

maybe i one day mental break down will be something like last sat.lol..after tuition i damn emo,went to hougang to check some price,then went to ntuc to buy 1 tub of lava chocolate icecream...and 2 cups of yoghurt...eat them ALL up while on the way home..think is a release stress in one go kind...haha...maybe next time i can do it again...who noes when this rush of emotions will come again.lol...

have been loading classical pieces into my hp as my ringtone.think this is my second sign of mental breakdown?lol...i think i m going abit crazy these days...weird behaviour and thinking...lol..think i will have to take a visit down to IMH soon...

sometimes i wonder...does everybody really keep fantasizing or daydream the whole day...i have been starting to imagine some impossible stuff...and sometimes i try to stop myself as i need to concentrate,i just can't...haiz...also,recently,after meeting up with some pple and stuff...start to think alot...issit really once past that moment,u can nv get it back again?is like nothing is the same as before anymore...i duno y...wat i feel..somewat distant.how come?

got to sleep...eyelids are weighing tonnes...