today wasn't in the mood to step out of the house...have been out for a week..somemore also not feeling well..so in the end i never go for cca..heard that there is only about 10pple turn up.so pathetic!lol...but i think i noe why...the bond of the cca is gone...OMG...damn sad...i wonder issit cos of our batch that never handle well therefore this thing happen?i m not so sure...haiz...

well...for my case...now not keen in going cca have 2 reasons...one is that the seniors are gone...then our batch are majority going for attachment..so is like...no one is around anymore?then for the juniors...they really like heck care dun care mood make me damn sian..the committee it self is like that man!wat do u expect from the members if the committee is not bonded or even not well communicated...i really duno wat to say...whose fault?!i really feel like as if i m a failure.i cannot do much stuff cos i m not incharge any more...i dun wan to care to much if not they say i like...haiz...CONFUSED!!!