today,had only ONE lesson in the morning.8.30am.slept at 1 plus 2am yesterday and woke up at about 630am...so kind of practically have 4-5hours of sleep only.though in the morning i do not have much lethargy feeling,but after lesson,i start to feel damn uncomfortable.start to emo and etc.this few days really damn weird.actually more of the past 2 months.kind of have no mood to do alot of things or hang out with pple.i duno y.sometimes i would rather live in my own imagination.perhaps is because of the drug i m taking?i m not sure though.i just feel like cooping myself at home or lay under my blankets.

tml is open house already.the station i m at...belongs to the clinicals track.however,i belongs to the pharmaceutical side.the worst thing still-i m the only person from pharmaceutical track.today's training is kind of awkard cos i m like the only odd one out there.like the lecturers they noe well or even something that is related to their modules.but for me is like ??? i dun even noe wat the hell i m doing.furthermore,my partner was not even present during the training today.she was like roaming around and not listening.haiz.i have no choice but to depend on myself.tml go earlier to see how the other group do.

something is going to happen on wed...hope it really happen..shall not really mention cos i scared when i mention,it is not going to come true.lol...

a few more months...actually to be exact is about 2 more months,exams are coming,i m going to move up to year 3,and my seniors are graduating!omg...i really miss them man.all the fun moments we had together even if i m the one being bullied.i will really miss them alot.they are like the support of me for the past one yr,cheering me up when ever i m down,giving me confidence when i m unsure,bullying me as they think is very fun...omg...how i wish the moment will pause down there and never move on...really miss the committee alot.even though at points of time we are unhappy about each other doings,we still in the end forget about it and get together-forgive and forget.the outings we had together is always so fun...i wonder when will we have our last time together to play...

alrights...i m going to be in this face (-_-) already.damn sleepy.shall go sleep now!