today return home early after an hour of lecture...duno y after reading the papers, feel sleepy, then went to sleep.slept since 130pm till 330pm. practically like 2 hours. but i duno y i still feel so tired. after that i went to wash up, feel more refreshed but like have a slight headache. this few weeks have been having this kind of feelings. like no matter how much i sleep also like not enough.last time i also not so tired easily.like after the wkend rest,more or less i will feel energised at least for mon. but then i now no matter sleep how much still as tired...haiz...hope is nothing serious/some disease:X

was watching some doctor show just now.wonder if this kind of reality really happen in the hospitals, with doctors doing this kind of means and ways just to get the highest position. that is so mean. i mean as a doctor, everyone should not be working just because of the position, but to help people and save their lives. doesn't mean that you got the highest rank means you got the best ability. the best doctor should be the one that really care for the patient, and bring warmth to the patient....alright...starting to make more and more no sense....

mum have been starting to nag at me..on my studies...kind of a long time nv receive kind of nagging...i guess it was because of my grades dropping thats y she think it this way...last time she wasn't worried about my studies as she think that i placed expectations and enough pressure on my self about school work. however, i m starting to slack now.like watever i do,high chance i m not putting much heart into it...y??!

i think perhaps i have no goals for me to work towards. i tried hard to find something that maybe can start off my interest back into working hard to my goals. but i just couldn't...now the only way i can persuade myself: have a high gpa so that i can go to university or at least look nice on resume???