tml school holidays OFFICIALLY started...kind of only. having school for the first 3days.all because of the concert.argh...really feel damn tensed out.somemore the first day of practice, there is some soft skill training that clashed with my cca training/rehearsals.haiz...cannot wait for concert to pass.then at least i more or less will have lesser pressure.because only left my handover ceremony!yes!!!:Dthis yr really time pass very fast.perhaps because my schedule is quite packed thats y...have been a president for nearly a yr.thats really long.from the start of uncertainty,now much better.though i still do not feel i m doing that well,and have times that i wanted to give up.but because of the people around me tat keep motivating me,it gives me the encouragement and the strength to strive on. i am really glad to have them around me.really grateful

next, after the hand over i must start to find a job.have been spending quite a lot but not earning any.shall find one during my next 6wks holidays!since my responsibilities are kind of removed. and while working, i really need to think about the directions in my life.wat i really wanted. till now i really dun have any idea what do i want to work as.or at least if i can further studies,what can i do.actually i planned to go under medicine.but now with what i have learned, it make me feel kind of terrified.worse of all,can i even get a placing there?people from my course have difficulties to even further their studies in that area(eg. pharmacy) and yet i m aiming much higher when my gpa is nothing that great.haiz.but should i do?