haven't been blogging much as sch work is practically alot!lecturers have been giving a lot of stress and pressure.new kind of examinations, more stringent assessment of our work..everything we do is graded and of high percentage.somemore alot of work is on topics that are covered previously in yr 1 and yr 2 sem 1...nearly return everything back to the teacher that taught us.even when today i were to do the 'simple' inorganic chemistry questions during pharm manufacturing tech also can get stuck.spent 3hrs on 6 rather long question.brain cells almost get wipe out.

next...stress from cca...i really wonder did i make the right decisions in doing all the stuff inside.everyday thinking what other stuff i have not done,what things i should ask others to do and hand in by what dateline,find pple to perform for outside performance..really tired of all this.maybe the first thing that i decided wrong is to become the president of the cca...i think i really don't know how to handle this kind of situations.always worrying about what others think and try to accomodate them. they can just give excuses and complain.what about me?who compromise with me or help me to solve all this problems.i really feel like looking for someone suitable to do this/discuss abt this,which is most probably the vice presidents, but they are always either absent, or when i talk to them,they are not paying attention or forget what i say.i really don't know what to do...

mood down to the max.catch some sleep,hopefully feel better tml.